November 15, 2019

Hi B.,

It's been a while since I've written you a letter and the last one I got from you was so beautiful. Since moving back to Madison my life has improved in so many ways and become more stressful in a few others. The opportunity to see you is what I look forward to most many days and it's always a trade off if I want to leave to do something else instead. I've become busier and my schedule has become more hectic. I've lost some time to work on private things, but in return gained time to work on social things. I worry a little bit about the future, but not enough to keep me up at night.

I think these last two months have shown us a lot more of each other. I've learned a few deep things about you which I didn't fully understand before we were here together: that you are deeply emotional and always stay more connected to your emotions that I do, that you handle and understand conflict better than most, that you truly listen to feedback and work toward implementing what you believe is good advice. These are things that have made me respect you more than I ever did before. 

Being with you has also shown me some of my faults and opened my eyes to things I should work on too. I know I can get wrapped up in my ideas and forget to truly listen sometimes and that's something that I will work on. 

You are whom I go to with every new idea. You are whom I want to share every sentimental feeling with. You are whom I look up to as a model to live my life by, even if my actions don't always show it.

I love you. I love you and want to work every day to grow closer and understand you more, and to help you better understand me. I believe we have so much to share with each other and I don't want to miss out on a single thing. 

Yours,

Kalvin