B., I didn't tell you I was going to come because I figured you'd refuse. It was cowardly, but I needed to speak with you in person. When I started this hike I figured I'd be able to find closure. If you didn'

B. I miss you. I've thought about you every day since we last spoke and I can't keep on this way. I've come to realize you were the best thing in my life; you brought out the best in me and made me happier

I'm going to start this letter by immediately apologizing. I'm so sorry B. I never meant to completely drop out if your life, and drop you from mine. When I told you I'd found someone, I didn't know what to do after.

I wanted to write you another letter. There are a few things left sitting in my mind that I want you to hear and know.  Whatever path our futures lie on, wherever we go and whomever we meet, I want you to know that you've made me happy.

B., You meet thousands of people in life, but only grow close enough to be affected by few. You affected me. You brought out traits that I wish were always present; an innocent authenticity that refreshed how I saw the world. I can't be cynical in your presence